How does this whole thing make sense? Nothingness, then all of physics, then a whole bunch of energy ect.?

So all this stuff suddenly appeared, and energy just decided to turn itself into the different types of energy we know now, then into the different types of atomes we know now, then into molecules, then cells, then mes of tissue, then mes of organ systems, then organisms, all at the bottom of the ocean, then they suddenly went onto land and turned into animals, then humans, who destroy the beauty of how things were originally made? All that to destroy itself? Maybe nature was suicidal... or God is real and this is the sign of the times? You answer.